worthless lil painslut

my submissive life
2001-08-16 18:00:43 (UTC)

Lying little virgin slut

It all started with my last punishment. I was made to
drink a lot of water, wear a sexy pair of panties, tie my
knees together, tie my hands above the shower head, and
stand there until I wet myself. I did as instructed,
suffering the humiliation at having to pee on myself and in
my panties like that, but when it was done, I felt very
guilty. I went to the computer and emailed my dom, telling
him about all the times I had lied to him and not followed
his orders. He had been too kind to me and I had taken
advantage of him. I begged him not to discard me as a sub
and to instead be more firm with me and give me the
discipline I need. Now I await my series of punishments
that will no doubt make me regret my former honesty. I am
Sir Raven's submissive. I am a lying little virgin slut.
But I am more than that. I am a worthless tease. I am a
bitch. I am a painslut. I must be treated as such. I
will save my urine as SIR instructed, to be used at his
discretion and to be used to punish and humiliate me. I
will bind myself and eat off the floor as he instructs. I
will suffer as he demands because I deserve to suffer. I
will not ask for mercy. I am so ashamed.