littlecherrytree

The Life Of BLAH
2002-11-14 03:01:57 (UTC)

People Change

wow!..that's all i can say..is wow!..i look at people i was
friend's with before...and it makes me realize...i lost so
much..i barely have any friends..and my "old" ones..have
changed so much that i feel they don't care to include me
in anything...i thought i was the one who changed so
much..but now...i'm not so sure..people i truly
respected...my respect for them...GONE!...i lost so much
contact with people i cared so much for....there is only
ONE person who i truly feel has stayed with me...and we've
been through so much..and yes we all know who that
is...david..he's been truthful...gave me advice when i felt
like total shit...he's basically the only one..who atleast
comforted me to some extent...others have just slipped
away...but what can i say...i'm the one who graduated...but
even though i try to make an attempt to be there as a
friend with those people...they still aren't the same as
before...you look back and you realize..wow..it's all
gone..all those memories..hell who knows if you shall have
anymore with them!...their personalities now..just disgust
me! it's like it's not how it was...like before...i know
that times change..and people tend to change..but does that
mean they have to change for the worse?..and completely
forget about you and the times you shared? i dunno..it just
amazes me how you cared so much about your friends who in
the end...weren't true friends at all..because a true
friend would have sticked with you through ALL the rough
times!..they wouldn't just ditch you when they KNOW
something is wrong...and you know what else amazes me..how
people think they WANT you for them to talk a certain
way ..because they THINK that's what you're like..but in
the end..you're not like THAT at all..and it just disgusts
me...i dunno..this is my bitchy post for the day!




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