Deacon Frost

Deacon Frost
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2002-11-12 17:11:12 (UTC)

What? No fucking ziti now?

Well, it's been two weeks again. At least I'm consistant
about NOT writing in my journal. Well, I have my usual
excuse that I've been real fucking busy. I finally got
moved in with Kathy, and I've been working a lot of
overtime at the office.

God, I sound like such a tool when I say that..."overtime
at the office". When did I become of them? One of the
shirts? Sell-out...."I didn't sell-out son, I bought in"...

Halloween was pretty cool, even if I was by myself. There
was this hot chick at the Church who came as Chiana from
Farscape. When I saw her, I nearly came myself. There was
also this excellent reproduction of Lenore for the comics
and an excellent Leelu from the Fifth Element. Then that
weekend I moved...in the rain and crappy weather...by
myself.

I guess that brings me to my next point. I'm pretty sure
my best friend is moving to San Francisco in a couple of
weeks. That in itself isn't so bad, I think it's just the
straw that broke the horses back. I woke up one morning
about a year and a half ago and realized that I was in this
horrible pit. I was living in Temple, with no real friends,
never going out, just sitting at home every night by self.
I moved to Dallas to be with my friends, only slowly but
surely they've all kind of gone away. And now, I go home,
and I sit there, alone, and realize I have now where to go
this time. Being alone is probably my singular fear, and
so what now?


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