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i just saw him online........i..

i just saw him online........i created a different screen
name simply for seeing if hes online and it was so fucking
painful.

i wanted so bad to im him.
i should never check on that again.. its going to be so
hard to restrain myself, but i need to fucking do it
because i cant handle this shit. i came VERY close to
iming him.. and i cannot be doing that shit. goddamnit
tanya get a grip on yourself. this sucks i love him so much