azzikah

Just in case i start thinking...
2002-11-12 01:18:03 (UTC)

still looking for signs of light...... these black clouds keep following me....

well this sucks. i friggin hate it here. mom is being
typical. kims here. yesterday she humiliated me and drug me
out of work for a friggin storm cuz she was afraid. its
like wtf? im as unsafe here as i am at kims house with her
filthyness and her wonderful kids....but thats about it.
heh nothing else really going on. my birthday is cuttin
really close. 12 days. its gonna be awesome. gett'n a tat.
not sure yet though. i hope that i go with jen but moms
being "super mom" ya know. she called and told jen that she
wanted to throw me a suprise party. basically left it to
jen. which jen knows that i am working from 10-9 on my
birthday so i don't have to spend my birthday with my mom.
so i basically put jen on the spot and asked her about it
because i know my mother. but i just REALLY don't want to
spend my day with her. she's ruined the last 17 of them so
why ruin the big one? i don't know if i am going to move
out or not yet. im workin on it
well i g2g
shes naggin again later




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