lindsay ann

somewhere in between
2002-11-11 21:21:25 (UTC)

lucky thirteen

right now i sure feel like i owe you part of me
you're trying oh so hard but i just let things be
i'm not afraid to let you hold me
i'm not afraid to let you care
last night i talked so cold but you still kept me warm
you know you've always kept me anchored in the storm
i'm not afraid to be unhappy
i'm not afraid if you're not there

where is my heart?
where is my mind?
did they get separated
somewhere far behind?
i can't keep standing here
you don't agree but
do you understand?
why i've been running circles
straying from your hand?
this was my worst fear

then things got settled in and i just got used to you
i numbed myself to make me do the things you do
i let my fingers do the walking
i let myself get out of hand
you read my every word but i can't be checked out
it took awhile to see what you were mad about
i let you think that we could happen
i let you come up with a plan

where is my heart?
where is my mind?
did they get separated
somewhere far behind?
i can't keep standing here
you don't agree but
do you understand?
why i've been running circles
straying from your hand?
this was my worst fear