No Matter How Hard I Try...
another poem of mine
this isnt directed towards anyone, really it isnt!
After all we went through,
I never turned my back on you.
You played games with my mind,
You're really not that kind.
I thank you for opening my eyes,
What I saw wasnt a suprise.
I thank you for all your hate,
Isnt life just so great?
You acted like you cared,
My emotions were not shared.
What I needed was never there,
What you did just wasnt fair.
Your little games dont work anymore,
You arent the one keeping score.
My love for you is gone for good,
I got over you as quick as I could.
Now I'm turning my back on you,
I dont care about what we have been through.
Forget all I have said and done,
I hope you are happy with what weve become.
~Ashley Bott 8/14/01