I'm a girl, not a band!!!
2002-11-11 04:34:38 (UTC)

Feeling Good

It's been a long time. I've been off mediciation (I still
hate how that sounds so much. It's hard to even write
out...makes me seem like the society loser, but I'm not
like that at all) for 3 or 4 weeks now. And I'm feeling
really good. I really noticed how much I had changed this
evening. To really understand, you need to know how much I
HATE HATE HATE any kind of confrontation. I'll just sit
back and take whatever it is and keep my mouth shut.

Well, my mom is alot like me. Or I am a lot like her. But
either way, we were having some kind of stupid argument
and I didn't run away, and didn't let her leave either.
And it didn't upset me like it usually does. And I'm
fucking proud of myself.

Geez, I sound like a high schooler. I don't like my
situation now (living at home), but there is no other
option at the moment. But I see a future. And I know it's
out there.

I'm just really good. And I'm thrilled. :)