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Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-11-09 21:18:05 (UTC)

I Don't Know Why...

Heylo, I am here its about 3:10 on saturday afternoon...i
was rudely awoken at 12:30 by the phone ringing it was
momma! grr...but neways so yea i feel bad about the whole
adam thing i dont know why i think he hates me even tho he
still talks to me i still think he has this hatred towards
me and well i really dont like when people hate me...it
bothers me and i always think about it th only person who i
could care less about if they hate me would be kevin becuz
he is such an ass and a half neway i could really give 2
shits what he thinks about me...speaking of dumbshit kevin
i saw him the other day at the mall i was all like oh dear
god and like i had this feeling in the pit of my tummy that
he would somehow be in the same place i was and bam there
he is i just looked at turned away...hes so fuckin lame and
then me n mikl took a lil trip to the ashbary and we were
chillin outside and i looked in the window and i saw tony
and so i was gonna walk in and be like TONY! and then
immediately after him i see dumbshit and i was like omg and
then so we sat there for like 2 minutes and i was like ok
mikl can we go i really dont want to be here when hes here
even tho we were outside ad shes mikl and this is why i
love her becuz she said its totally understandable and she
also has a strong dislike for him so we left and drove
around...we almost stopped at adams cuz of boredness but i
didnt think he would be home but later found out he was
home but he was sleepin but i shoulda came over neway...i
dunno if i like the kid still boys confuse me and i think
he still likes me and im just gonna find out if he hates me
cuz i really dont like when people hate me...well yea im
off for now and i shall write more lata...bbyes


~Jess~




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