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Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-11-08 04:06:37 (UTC)

How could I miscalculate...?

Well well here i am again...to express my thoughts in the
way that only i could...i havent written in a few
days...been kinda sick...cant breathe all that well...but
anywho...my day was ok today...i chatted with mikl havent
done that in like 3 days...sad i know since i miss her and
all...but shes comin tomorrow and were gonna have bunches
of fun...maybe meet some attractive young males...so me n
adam are no longer "together" or "involved" or "Seeing each
other"...whichever terms u kids use these days well were
not that anymore...we had a sort of falling out if u will
but i guess were still pals...u know i wanna still be
friends i just dont want to be involved or whatnot...takin
a trip to the mall tomorrow to see if my boy chris has my
cd...which i dont think he will but to see his hottness
once again is ok with me...:0)...tony just denyed the
awesome-ness of Wendys...thats harsh...im gettin wendys
again tomorrow...ya gotta love a place where u can get food
for 99 cents!! 99 cents people! i mean come on!! so as u
can see im chipper now...no more gloomy gus over here...i
dunno i guess like i was just saddened by recent events or
something...im glad it didnt last all that long cuz i
really dont like bein unhappy i really enjoy
smiling...today in hr it was rather unusually quiet and so
i turned on my headphones and then me n nikki started
laughing uncontrollably for no reason for like 5
minutes...i was in tears it was madness and everyone around
us was lookin at us like we were odd...i dont really care
tho...28 days till brand new...were gettin close...im so
excited if im already like this a month b4 i see them
imagine like 4 days before ill be madness...i bet i wont be
able to sleep...mikl said she has one of these things but i
dunno her lil thing so i guess ill have to wait for her to
get it...i burned my tounge today it hurts like heck...but
its that wierd kinda hurt...ah well...THIS IS A LESSON IN
PROCRASTINATION I KILL MYSELF CUZ IM SO FRUSTRATED AND
EVERY SINGLE SECOND THAT I PUT IT OFF ITS ANOTHER LONELY
NIGHT I HAVE TO RACE THE CLOCK!!!! gotta love those boys!
do do do dod od do do do do do (technically this is the
part that i shut off the song!! hehe!)...well i guess im
out for now and yea lataz!!!

~~Jess~~




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