My Journey to Motherhood and Life
2001-08-13 13:13:52 (UTC)

Delays and tears

My husband and I have decided to wait awhile to try to have
a baby. We decided that we want to save up and visit his
family that lives out of the country first. This is not
really what I want to do, but it is the most
reasonable.Taking a newborn on a 9 hour flight is not
realistic. I know he needs to see his family and it has been
a long time. I can sacrifice this for him. I certainly want
him to be 100% for having a baby when we do it. I am
disappointed to tell the truth. I actually cried in the
shower. I was just tired of dealing with it. I hadn't cried
in so long.
Oh well.