Ammonitelight

Up here the light
2002-11-07 14:41:25 (UTC)

Thursday?

Its so nice to only have one job now. the time to sleep,
play guitar (im almost done with my latest green
song...just cant decide if it needs another verse or not),
clean, run.

i even started writing in my "real" journal last night
after quite a long absence. its such a beautiful day-sun
and cold and i had a good hot bowl of oatmeal with plenty
of brown sugar and fresh fruit in it. i wish i had worn my
cuddle duds though....its a bit too cold to wear a skirt
without them.

so i decided to aproach my brother about moving to grand
rapids with me. im sort of scared about the future...but i
know its going to happen anyway. its time to be serious
about what im really about. i just dont want to wake up in
ten years saying "why the hell didnt i just do what i felt
i should? why am i here instead of on tour or something?"
lol.

i have a new peice of laboradite. id really like to get
some for my guitar to replace the flashy phoenix
decorations the previous owner had put on it-and to cover
the marks they left when i took them off. and i think it
would look nice with blue.

lately everytime i talk to mr. green someone somehow has a
reason for me to not be on the phone. coincidence? grrrr...
lol think i spelled that wrong. i dont have much to say
today that isnt mindless worry about things i have no
control over and shouldnt worry about so ill just put in
the usual.

music:
XTC "green man"
Rufus Wainwright "cigarettes and chocolate milk"
(both from "rose's happy mix" circa winter 2001 my thanks
to katrina)
Tool - aenima
sleater kinney - all hands on the bad one
over the rhine - the darkest night of the year

read:
red meat - max cannon
meditations from conversations with god - neil donald
walsch

songs:
further away
winter (1,2,3)
swimming
divorce song (havent named it yet really lol)
over




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