starry nite

my own world
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2002-11-07 04:33:18 (UTC)

down...up...and down again

man, my mood swings suck. they are hard to handle
sometimes. i get happy for a little while, but it never
lasts and the depression always outweighs the mania. i feel
so alone, so unimportant.
on a happy note, i was working on my digital photography
project and this guy was like " you are so creative i would
never be able to come up with something like that" it made
me happy, i hate most things i do, i work hard at them, but
i always feel like i have little to no talent, so for
someone i dont know to comment on my stuff and that it was
creative made me happy.
i just want to sleep for a really long time, forget all my
problems, not have to worry any more.
school is stressing me out. i need like a 3.2 gpa. i dont
even know if it is going to be possible for me to get a
3.0. that makes me feel dumb. i dont know why. almost
everyone i know has a 2.something. but i wouldnt be happy
with that. i have been trying hard...studying and doing all
my work, but i can only do so much and this semester my
best may not be good enough...

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