Zen Kitten

Sweet Nothings
2002-11-07 04:01:43 (UTC)

What's Goin' On ... ?

Hey...

My last wicked-mad entry was quite a while ago, and I can't
really believe that I wrote that! (whoa !) Oh well, the truth
is that he deserved it, and it made me feel a lot better.

Now it is November, and cold and I am here at my computer,
looking down at the hemp necklace I had worn for over a
year...just this evening it got really loose, and would
have come off tonight had I not taken it off before hand.
Really, I haven't not had anything around my neck for that long -
not once did I take off that hemp - it was like a part of
me...who I was. And I am kind of sad having it gone now. :-(

Anyways...back to this: John is OVER. And I am over
him...completely. I can say it loud and clear and with
confidence that NOTHING will ever happen again. :-)
On the other hand, I met someone who has been talking to me
lately and, quite frankly, been making me feel really good
about myself. I really don't know where my feelings are about any guy
right now, but I know that I will no longer get my hopes high about
anything.

Not much is happening - school life is busy as Hell, and
friends are better than ever. I have found someone I never
knew existed in me, and she is more outgoing than ever.
It's like I am breaking away from something. I am happy.
Just tonight I found myself laughing until it hurt (and
longer) with my friend about something totally crazy and
might I say, fairly preverted. But, whoa, how hilarious was
it? You'll never know, but, hey, every girl has to have her
secrets! ;-)

Nothing else...I'm tired, it's late, so good night! :-)




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