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Jess's Journal
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2002-11-06 23:27:22 (UTC)

life's a bitch and so am i

I'm so tired, I need sleep
I'm talking to my pillow case, what's wrong with me?
I make mistakes, but them's the breaks
I'm crying out for anyone to come and rescue me

Hey there, why you look so sad?
What made you so mad that you can't
You can't get over it
Hey there, why you look so hurt?
You get what you deserve, you know, here we go
Why don't you cry about it?

Life's a bitch, and so am I

THE EMPTINESS OF WHAT COULD BE,
SHOWS EVERYTHING YOU MEAN TO ME.
IT STARTED OUT A GAME I'D NEVER PLAYED.
IF I DEFY THE FOOLISH PRIDE,
AND FIND THAT PLACE SO DEEP INSIDE,
TAKE ME TO MY DREAM, I KNOW I HAVE TO STAY.

The sun is shining, the rain comes in
And i don't know what to do, no...
I don't know where i'm going or where i've been cos my mind
is hooked on you.
Words escape me and tears come down and day slowly turns to
night
And i think of all we could have been,
I gave up the fight.

The fire is fading baby stoke it up
And let it roll up your sleeves
Why can’t you tell me that we're breaking up
And that I need space to breath

Looking back on yesterday
Memories won't fade away
I can't forget the love we made
So beautiful , we had it all
No use looking to the past
We both knew it wouldn't last

But it was fun we had a blast
So beautiful, as I recall
Where did it go yeah...

Say do you remember on the first of December
When we were riding on the backseat
Turned the radio on and played our favorite song
And there we were making out to the back beat

oh you got me going round and round
yeah you got my life and turned it upside down

How can i say when my words ever dry
How can I smile with the tear in my eye
Summer's so lost with rainin' in June
That's how it feels when I'm missin' you

Don't speak, seal your lips.
Please don't say a word, maybe I won't remember the words I
have not heard.
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me.
But I don't want the truth to haunt my memory.

How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late.
What can I do?
The love that we had is torn in two.
So you take the smiles from all of our years.
I'll take the tears.

I sit and reminisce of times that we once shared.
You gave me more than love. But never thought I cared.
My feelings were all for you.
Although it didn't show.
I only told you on the day you let me to go.

Have you seen the sunset, fade beneath a rain cloud?
Have you ever chased your dreams away?
Did you ever think that?
Life was just a highway, a never-ending road of lonely days.

There are times we cry, and reach out to the sky.
For the strength we need, to hold our head up high.

Have you seen a sunrise, promising you daylight?
When all you need is shelter from the storm.
Have you ever felt that love was just an island
You can't survive on love all on your own.
There are times when I need to reach inside.
For the strength I need, to hold my head up high.

Believe in your heart
No matter what the people might say.
The chance you take could take you to the top.

SITTING BY THE WINDOW
SINGING SONGS OF LOVE
WISHING YOU WERE HERE
BECAUSE THE MEMORY'S NOT ENOUGH
WEAR MY MASK IN SILENCE
PRETENDING I'M ALRIGHT
IF YOU COULD SEE THEN YOU WOULD BE
HERE STANDING BY MY SIDE

FEELS LIKE I'M WALKING IN THE RAIN
I FIND MYSELF TRYING TO WASH AWAY THE PAIN
CAUSE I NEED YOU TO GIVE ME SOME SHELTER
CAUSE I'M FADING AWAY
AND BABY, I'M WALKING IN THE RAIN

AND AS I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES
I SEE AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE
SENT FROM GOD ABOVE
FOR ME TO LOVE
TO HOLD AND IDOLISE

AND AS I HOLD YOUR BODY NEAR
I'LL SEE THIS MONTH THROUGH TO A YEAR
AND THEN FOREVER ON
TIL LIFE IS GONE
I'LL KEEP YOUR LOVING NEAR

AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPEN DOORS THAT CLOSE
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND WHEN I FEEL LIKE HOPE IS GONE
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CARRY ON
EACH TIME I LOOK AT YOU
THERE'S SOMETHING NEW
TO KEEP OUR LOVING STRONG

I HEAR YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR
ALL OF THE WORDS I LONG TO HEAR
OF HOW YOU'LL ALWAYS BE
HERE NEXT TO ME
TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS

AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND THOUGH THE SEASONS CHANGE
OUR LOVE REMAINS THE SAME
YOU FACE THE THUNDER
WHEN THE SUNSHINE TURNS TO RAIN
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE


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