megan

listen to my silences
2002-11-06 20:49:14 (UTC)

dammit

stupid stupid stupid stupid STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID

i took chemistry as a junior and passed with flying
colors. why in the hell can i not do it here? it's the
same freaking course just about. just a little more
material. not a lot. and i studied for THREE DAYS and
over FOUR HOURS EACH DAY. but that seemed to help OH SO
NOT MUCH AT ALL. DAMMIT I'M DONE!!! WHY even TRY when
it's hopeless?!!? i completely understood the material,
yet we're tested over stupid SHIT that was BARELY MENTIONED
in the text, it was ONLY IN A TABLE. nine questions out
thirty three were on the stupid table! FUCK IT ALL!!!

final thought: god i can't wait till i get to evansville!!! course
if i don't get at least a seventy-five, i can't transfer this
course. ahhh!!!