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Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-11-06 04:37:15 (UTC)

Last Chance To Lose Your Keys...

HOLA! Im writing again and yea I dunno Im feelin happy
again...which is very odd cuz like I was all depressed and
whatnot and now Im sick and sound like a man and im feelin
quite happy...ODD...well i guess thats how i work! no ones
really online and its kinda sad cuz like i have no one to
chat with...humm...so ill talk about the boringness that
was my day...Woke up and went to school and felt sick all
day...came home and ate cuz i figured yea im sick and have
no appetite but i have to eat somethin so i ate and then i
actually fell asleep for a bit it was like 4:20ish and was
rudely awoken when my mom came home from work...i wish i
lived alone...i could sleep peacefully when i needed these
naps that i like to take...but NO! im only 16...grrr!!! ahh
neway so then i was up after that decided to play a lil
guitar and made up some new music...i dunno i kinda like it
so i kept playin it over n over again and it helps with my
fingers i guess...then my uncle from oklahoma called but i
didnt chat with him cuz my mom chatted the whole time...so
i continued playin and today i found out that my cuzzins
are comin over for thanksgiving and this is a regular
annual occurence...nothing wrong with that...only this time
theyre bringing thier fuckin dog! like i totally understand
tho cuz they live like an hr away and it is a puppy and all
but i dont know if i can handle another dog thats exactly
my dog only black...which means that its gonna bark
constantly and oh geez...but i havent chatted with my
cuzzin in awhile and hes all into punk like i am and plays
guitar so maybe he can teach me a few things...and we can
maybe hold a normal conversation now cuz last yr i wasnt
into all this...i was sumwhat into it but not like i am now
and so now we can talk and not live in two different
worlds...well off that subject Adam is now involving my
brother is this whole ordeal...he asked my bro if i hated
him cuz i seem to ignore him now but the thing is that i
dont hate him and i dont think i ever will its just that i
dont want any type of relationship or whatever right now
and yea its kinda complicated in my mind but whatever im
sure well get things straightened out and i hope that we
can be friends...i dunno tho...but whatever...im out

~Jess~




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