gillian

AfterTheLaughter
2002-11-06 02:22:47 (UTC)

china girl

ugh ugh...i'm sick as hell. i've been feelin cruddy for a
while, but since i've been out in the cold and freezin rain
it's finally kicked my butt. my body is so sore from fever.
it hurts to lay down even. i can hardly swallow and i'm
nauseus...icky. my mom was trying to get me to take one of
her pain killers. i don't know which one, but i knew it was
a strong one. one that i prolly have stolen from her and
taken before. i knew that if i took it, i'd get hooked
again, so i refused to take it. my mom kept bugging me to
take it. i ended up having to yell at her to make her get
it away from me.....cljgbrelhbgaljkbgrggfa....i'm proud of
myself though. i'm glad i didn't take it.

yesterday evening ryan asked me if i wanted to go to his
house since we were both bored (mollie and him invited me
to an aim chat, so i got his s/n now and i gave him my
number...eeeee. woohoo!)his dad wasn't home so i would have
to leave bofore his dad got home. i asked me mum if i could
go over there but she wouldn't let me. we ended up getting
into a fight while ryan was still waiting for me to answer
him if i could go over. heh...oops. me and mom yelled at
eachother and i ended up crying after i screamed. i was
just so fed up with her....i guess it built up inside and i
had to let it out. i kicked the wall and punched it and
stuff. i was so pissed....not just that she wouldn't let me
go to ryan's, but because i'm so fed up with HER. acting
like that is not normal for me. i am usually good at
keeping my composure. but my mom says she doesn't blame me
for acting like that. she said it's cause i'm sick...which
i do get extra-sensitive when i am sick....so
anyways....mollie told me that she thinks ryan likes
me...hehehe.

i'm gunna go barf and sleep


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