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The Common Thread
2002-11-06 02:19:27 (UTC)

somehow we always get stuck in the middle

i made a really cool skirt today. i went through my
mother's goodwill pile for maybe the hundredth time and
found quite possibly the ugliest corduroys ever. dirt
brown. old and faded. i absolutely love them! anyway
they made a really nice long skirt...i have never had a
long skirt. and i have one now.
i voted today. good times. the new computer voting system
is extremely easy. i was in and out within 30 minutes.
tomorrow i get to take yet another day off of school. it
is so easy for me to dismiss it lately that if i were to
decide to quit school, now would be the time to do it. i
am in the lazy/quitting mood as of late. i really am
thinking about quitting swimming though, this i feel way
too strong about to pass off as a phase. i will give it
another couple weeks and see how i feel. maybe it is just
this moodiness that has inhabited my life. this sudden
bitchy retort has woven it's way into every conversation
and im hoping that it will pass with the month.
it is getting more and more difficult to deal with the fact
that i may love my best friend. see, he is sort of seeing
someone else. and i sort of already missed my chance. i
just have no clue what to do. and i can't talk to
my "friends" about it because they have no idea what i am
talking about. they write it off as jealousy...but i don't
think that is what it is. i really don't. it's time.




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