Idiot

Insanity
2002-11-06 00:57:56 (UTC)

temper temper

I have this little purple man sittin gon my shoulder shaking
his finger at me, "temper temper my dear" Well fuck you
too. *sigh* Yeah I have a temper, I almost blew up at his
boss.... I swear if he mentions his brother-in-law one more
time I am going to hit him. I don't want to hear it. I
don't want to go to there for my apprenticeship shit. Damn
people back off. I will chose my own location. Its okay
though, really it is. The green tea helps some, it helps a
little.....not a lot. I need to take a look at myself and
return to who I am. I need to stop bullshitting. I was
always a good student, what the fuck happened to me... I was
always a hard worker..what happened.... The purple men
watch me, they are happy to be back but not happy at the
circumstance. They don't like the look in my eyes and to
tell you the truth I don't either. That look, that hollow
look, where you stare right through someone. Thats what I
have right now. Damn veggies.
Goddamnfuckingveggiesdancinginmyheadfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck....better




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