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2002-11-05 18:00:13 (UTC)

HIGHER & HIGHER!

Shane and paula came up last night to visit and we got high
in the bathroom and none of the nurses said a word! First
time in six months! This is a sure sign I'll be back to
normal again soon. Today the medical doctor, then the foot
doctor. I wonder what other dreadful events the staff has
cooked up. I now know the location of 3 pool tables here.
So that's where I'll be most of my time now. Dad is
stopping in again tonoc (as usual); I just hope mom doesn't
come along and start bitchin' again. I hate that. Even
though she means well. The shrink gives me more welbutrin
as of today, and Valium if I need it. (I need it! I need
it!") She was telling me this is actually an opportunity
for me. Surviving such a horrible crash, commiting myself
to a full recovery, I sure look the same. Better actually.
As soon as I'm stable/steady I am gonna go off on my own.
That's all I think about. I'm just trying to figure out
where to go. On one hand, I have good friends here - many
of them similar to me, but the other hand, I'd love to go
somewhere new. For now is all I can do is wait. Wait, wait,
wait. I geuss I'll go back up and not eat lunch again. lol, Paris




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