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The truth about trix and bitches
2002-11-05 06:28:10 (UTC)

Startin off- the absolute truth

Ok, here it is...the truth about trix and bitches. The
names are obviously gonna have to be changed, since anyone
can read this and the people I write about shouldn't really
be able to know that I'm talking about them. Ok, so today
was a rough day...I woke up at 2:00, after 14 hours of
sleep...still depressed. For those who don't know, I had an
incident Saturday night that definately describes tricks
and bitches.Pacino and Isaiah were visiting me and I was
absolutely wasted, I dont even really remember the story.
This account is mostly pieced together from what has been
told to me. So we walked outside and I saw this bitch who
I've been fighting with, I'll call her "the bitch". So the
bitch is standing there and im gone, so i say "look, its
that bitch". She talks some shit, i talk some back and
before u know it, shes in my face. Now she hits me, thats
right, a full swing, and im clocked. I fly into a drunken
rage and am dragged away by my peeps, but she blocks my
path and is yelling for me to hit her. I come back at her
and she runs at me, ready to swing again. At this point I
slap her, or so ppl say. I remember being clocked, hitting
a girl, i dont..but i guess its possible. This part is why
I'm depressed..for those who know me, I would never, ever
hit a girl. Anyay, guys end up tryin to jump me over
thinking i fucked a girl up and the police come- decision
still pending. This night is all a blur, although I know
certain things happened with certain girls that I will
certainly not regret forgetting. So I went all day without
talking to girl b, who is a nice girl and i definately want
in some way. But eventually i fixed that and things went
well. Girl A, who my freinds will know only as " whos the
biggest bitch i know?", called and we had an ok
conversation for a while. Obviously, as coco will tell you-
still feelings. So then I talked to mom, worried over the
saturday night incident and Ronitte...who I havent told.
I'll call her tommarow and talk toher about it. Anyway, I
chilled in farmer steve's room and then went downstairs to
chill, then watched football. Online, I talked to a few
ppl...girl c, whose name will later b changed because she
knows im talkin about her now, took my new aim test and got
a 90, luck. She has become a slut in school it seems like,
which, although not unexpected, is certainly a
heartbreaking experience for me. You know me. Tonight,
along with last night and my conversation with trick d,
have me missing the trix from home. yea, everything ended
badly, but I still wish things hadnt. Oh well, moving on
here, definately handling mine, but still...sometimes all
that stuff hurts. Tonight brings that out because of my 3
convos. I wish I could find a girl who isnt a trick, cuz i
just wanna wife one that I can care about and who honestly
cares about me...but these girls trick themselves out as
soon as u show them love, so what can I do? Play the game i
guess...i'll keep you posted on the situation with the
bitch, as well as all the trix who have pieces of my
pathetic heart...holla and cop the cd..peace.




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