ShadowDawn

aRegretfulSerenity
2002-11-05 05:25:03 (UTC)

david

2day was good... extremely good, for the simple fact that
nothing went horribly wrong...yet. that, and just being
with david makes everything in the world seem perfect, like
nothing could ever hurt me.
that has to be the cheeziest thingy i could ever say, but
to me, i couldnt say anything more true.
kno how whn sum ppl want sumthing so bad, and when they
finally get it, they couldnt be more satisfied? with me, i
have wht ive always wanted and i still cant get enuff of
him. the more im with david, the more i want him... the
more i need him.
david is my cocain... im addicted to him. i go thru
withdrawl everytime i dont see him, and i dont think i can
ever get my fix. i just crave more and more...
i dont kno if that is normal behavior or not, but how
else am i supposed to act when everything about him
captivates me? he can make the entire universe fall into
place with just a touch.
someone once said, "you know it's true love when you
can't sleep because your reality is better than your
dreams." that must be why i have insomnia... 2nite was just
like that. i didnt want to fall asleep bc i might've missed
sumthing, and i dont know if ill sleep 2nite. if i do, ill
be dreaming about 2day, bc it couldnt have been any better.

i wonder if he'll ever know how crazy i am for him...




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