Ohmmy

Oh,The Insanity
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2002-11-05 05:16:05 (UTC)

Ranting and Raving( to adam)

2002-11-04 02:37:29 (GMT)

TODAY I SAT BY THE PHONE AND I WAITED FOR YOU TO CALL...BUT
YOU NEVER DID, CUZ YOU SUCK. AND TODAY, I READ ALL YOUR
LETTERS AND WAITED TO WAKE UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE...BUT I
NEVER DID, CUZ IT'S ALL REAL. Knowing that I will never
have a "deep, heartfelt" conversation with you again
hurts...and as I sit here, still waiting for your
screenname to jump up on my buddylist, under the
title "peeps," my heart breaks into 1,000 pieces. Once
upon a time, you would walk 1,000 miles up hill both ways
in the snow without shoes just to see me and hold me and
look into my eyes. But now, I'm doing all the walking and
I'm doing all the talking and I've been thinking...you
never really did do anything in increments of 1,000 (except
maybe kisses...but I never counted and how happy you made
me when ever you spoke my name) it was more like, 10 or
maybe 100, on a good day.
So I'm still waiting and I know now, I should stop. You've
moved on, I've been replaced and I'm kicking myself for
letting my guard down and telling you so much. You lied to
me, saying you'd always love me (that, by the way, was
complete bullshit) and by saying I'd never be
replaced...especially by Corinne. Well, I say I'm waiting
and I'll always wait.
Peace, Love and Non-existant Marshmallows
emily
ps-"Although you'll always be the one in this world that I
would choose to love, from now on, you're only someone that
I used to love" -natalie cole



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