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Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-11-04 23:40:24 (UTC)

You and me, we're kings...

Yup...I have returned to grace you with my thoughts that so
eloquently put into the best sentences ever...not sure if
that makes sense, but u know u like it...So it's Monday and
Monday's suck for anyone and everyone...I was so depressed
once again today...it's madness I tell ya, I just want to
be happy again...I was so sad and whatnot then Nikki told
me she's coming to my homeroom again and i was so happy!
and she let me listen to the Family and they made me laugh
so I was good for that small incrinment of time...but then
once we departed i was sad again and oh so sad, i didnt
feel like bein there ne more...then i came home and i did
the shitload of homework that needed to be done...then i
got wendys! yes, WENDY'S! man i was happy! Considering I
hadnt had wendys since friday i was a happy woman...but
then once i finished chowin down on it i was saddened once
again...i dont know what my problem is...but on the upside
Joshie's puter is here and he's happy about that so I
should be happy for him cuz now i can chat with him about
useless crap and hamsters...so now i sit typin out my
thoughts which Im sure im gonna forget something and then
just come back here later tonight and let off another
shitload of steam...man i tell ya this really does help
sometimes, but it doesnt make the depressed feelings inside
go away, it just helps to clear my mind and i feel better
when i fall asleep and i sleep rather good now...it sounds
stupid but anything that makes me sleep better is alright
with me...I even dreamt again last night...this hasnt
occured in so long...i almost forgot what dreaming was
about...but anywho my dream was that i was walkin down the
hallways of school and i had my eyebrow pierced and so i
was elated that my eyebrow was pierced and this was this
lil silver ring and whatnot but i was playin with my tounge
like i have a tounge ring and i guess like i thot my tounge
was pierced cuz ive been thinkin alot lately about it
gettin pierced and i guess whoever pierced it missed my
tounge and pierced my eyebrow...dunno but im really wanting
the tounge ring but i cant get it till im 18 since momma
said that its the most disgusting thing ever and i can do
it when im 18...but i dont wanna wait that long...but
actually theres 2 things that are on the upside for
me...Brand New and im gettin a guitar in a few weeks, early
X-mas present...i dont even want nething on the dreadful
holiday but if the parental units are willing to get me a
guitar then i say ok by me! wont make the holiday any
better than it already isnt...but what are ya gonna
do...wallow in your own self pity becuz thats what i like
doin then my fuckin lame ass shit will write a song about
it becuz i have no other way of getting my feelings
out...grrr man life sux right now...not too happy at this
present moment...i should just go eat some more and go to
sleep for a few hours...at least then i wont have problems
for those few hours...well i am out for now and ill prolly
be back to my next entry shall be one about how guys are so
fuckin lame and how they piss me off to no end but i still
find myself liking the male species...ok itll be half on
why guys are good and half of why guys are bad!! ahhh i
know u cant wait...




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