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Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-11-04 04:51:53 (UTC)

Yea, thats right im writing again...

I got alot of things goin on right now and the only way to
kinda make them go away is to write...so yea the whole Adam
thing i dont know whats goin on...i dont know if he really
is using me cuz he told mikls hes not but i kinda see him
as the player type that would do that and Nikki thinks he
is also...then with the whole kevin thing and how he said
those things to me and i feel so bad for nikki cuz shes
still friends with him and i dont wanna not make her be
friends with him becuz thats just stupid and she doesnt
want things to be wierd between us but its not like i can
make her not be friends with him so well both have to deal
with it i guess...and she said kevin said he didnt mean
that im a slut its just that he doesnt care what i do...but
the odd thing is is that i never said nething about that
all i asked him was one simple question and he went physcho
crazy on me but i shouldnt even care about him anymore
becuz obviously he doesnt care one bit about me but its so
hard to just forget about someone like that even tho im
sure he already has about me...right now i just have this
disgust towards the male species its like i dont even want
to be around them...i dont want any type of relationship
with a male right now unless its a friendship becuz
everyone knows i get along better with the males...but i
just have this disgust towards them and really want nothing
to do with them...i just want to have friends thats all i
need is friends right now i dont need a b/f of sorts or
anything i need a break from all that...friends...thats
all...well i think this has helped just a bit gettin my
feelings out even if nothing responded, its better that way
cuz if someone repsonded im sure that i would have started
to cry or somethin along those lines...well im off i need
sleep or something...well yea...




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