PuNkAsS86

Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-11-04 04:25:51 (UTC)

SUNDAY, SUNDAY, SUNDAY!!

Yup, it's Sunday which means my weekend is over and I have
to go back to school tomorrow...the place Ive come to fear
the most. My day was very laid back today...I woke up to
the sounds of the parental units returning from the weekend
out...this was around noon...I was upset because Im sure I
could have slept until at least 1...then around 2:30 Nikki
called and I went to her house and jammed...if u can call
it that...we have no more motivation anymore...its not like
how it used to be we were so determined...im trying to get
back in that mindset but I dont feel like doing anything
anymore...im prolly gettin winter depression, which I dont
think can be good...I need to practice on singing and
playing at the same time, its harder than one may think and
i was all set on practicing that when i came home and after
i ate but then i kinda fell asleep, i sleep alot now...im
getting sick again, my throat hurts...im awaiting xmas
break even tho i despise christmas in all ways possible i
just need a break, the weekends fly by too fast and i never
get the sleep i need which makes me in a bad mood and then
during the week i cant go to sleep early becuz it just
doesnt happen that way...things are so hard now a
days...but on the bright side brand new is in about 33 days
and u know at least i got that goin for me, one of the few
upsides to my life at this moment...i find it so hard to be
happy now and i think most of it is becuz of winter is
appraoching and the holidays are coming up fast and ill be
alone on christmas of course maybe its better if im alone
tho...but enuf of makin myself feel even more down than i
need to be i think ill be off and ya know sleep or
something...




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