BaByGuRl99

Drama Central
2002-11-03 23:02:28 (UTC)

11-4-02

Well, I made a few choices today that may change my life
for the better. I told Kimi that I wasn't goign to hang
out with her unless Cindy wasn't there. I just can't let
her find out about me and RC and our past together. They
have a baby together...and well I would feel like a
homewrecker. I can't help it that everytime they break up
him and I sleep together. I mean we both like eachother
and we both are very good freinds....but I started hanging
out with Cindy and I never thought her and I would get a
long like we do......I like Cindy and I think she is cool
as hell, but I hate the was her adn RC treat
eachother....So I figure if I stay away from her as much as
possible then RC may decide he doesn't want to hang around
me anymore....which will help me keep myself from scammin
on Cindy again....and I won't have to walk around and hold
my thoughts to myself.

On another note.....I have started my job hunt.....not
going well....I live in a town of about 19000 people and
there aren't very many job oppurtunities here in Pampa, so
therefore I have to work hard at it. I don't know what to
do anymore.....maybe start a babysitting job with my sister-
in-law or something. She makes pretty good money doing it
and has been doing it for about 5 years or more and well I
am good with kids. I'm sure AI will think of something to
do.




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