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Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-11-03 07:10:52 (UTC)

Numero Uno...

So this is my first entry or whatever u want to call it I
just got home a lil bit ago went to a pretty cool coffee
house this evening...took my mind off things...but those
things just kept coming back...i was in a bit of a
depressed mood today considering the events of last nite I
would hope I would be entitled to them...Kevin said his
piece about how he really feels about me and he made his
point in a very blunt manner so i was pretty pissed ok i
was royally pissed off and i was shaking really badly but
thanx to Dman, he calmed me down but i cried anyway last
night cuz it just felt good...almost like i was cleansing
my heart of any part of him that remained...as cheesy as
that sounds but it works...But on to tonights events...it
was fun i played chess for the first time and made up some
moves that Tony and Dman later called "Jess Chess" so that
was cool and I saw some pretty cute furries there Tony and
Dman also came up with a name for my thinking
process..."Jess Logic" I kinda like that....anywho so then
we just chilled for awhile and then me n Tony kinda had a
nice lil chat when he was drivin me home it was nice...and
Dman gave me a hug i also appreciated that...well i think
its time i shut up now but one last thing...34 days until I
see my boys in Brand New...I cant even hold back the
excitement...thats all I got goin for me anymore...

~~Jess




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