ultimateEMOgurl

So much for my happy ending...
2002-11-02 19:53:19 (UTC)

Last night...

Last night was not a good night for me. I dont realli know
why...well i sorta do. But i was just in such a down mood
and it totally sucked. I fell asleep at like 10:30. That is
realli early for me. I had called jeff at like 9:40, but he
was doing sumthin and said he would call back. But i dont
know if he did. I doubt he did...but i dont know cuz i fell
asleep like right after i called him. I havent talked to
him in forever! And i guess that is one reason why i was
sorta down last night. Also im sure all my thinkin
contributed to it. I realli need to stop doing that. argh.
But today is going sorta better. Im just realli bored...but
not soon enough my mom will be goin to work so ill be home
alone! woo hoo! I loveeeeeeeeeee being alone. I was also
thinkin about sumthin last night...but i dont know if i can
go through with it...cuz its sumthin that would be realli
hard. But i dont know it might be better for me. Its so
easy yet so hard.... :( OK...well i think that is about it.
Its time for lunch anyways...so im off. Later all




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