Oh,The Insanity
2002-11-02 03:00:44 (UTC)

Halloween and A Bunch of Let Downs

Last night was halloween...big deal at my house. I made my
brother's costume the night before...he wore a kilt. It
reminded me of adam and how badly i wanted to see him in a
kilt. Oh well, you know what they say about wanting and
wishing...If wishes were horses, beggers would ride. Adam
was supposed to go trick or treating with nick and I, but I
guess he found something better to do or somewhere better
to be, cuz he never contacted me...fuck him anyways.
I'm tired of looking forward to something just to have it
ripped away...fuck society too.
peace love and cremated marshmallows
ps-Song for the occasion

This is where I say I've had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
A walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises
and I don't believe that I'm getting any better.

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
and I'm thinking awful things
and I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
And this apartment
is starving for an argument.
Anything at all to break the silence.
Wandering the house
like I've never wanted out
and this is about as social as I get now.
And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you
'cause they would never do,
I would never do.

So don't be a liar,
don't say that "everything's working"
when everything's broken.
And you smile like a saint
but you curse like a sailor
and your eyes say the joke's on me.