Alyssa

thoughts and ramblings of alyssa
2002-11-01 15:39:22 (UTC)

find me?

somewhere inside this girl i call home
there is a place where i can't be alone
a place i can just be myself
a place i can call my own.

that place was once so familiar to me
a place i used to live in, so recently
but lately its been so hard to find
and i think its been lost eternally.

but someones telling me it's still there
my room of love where everybody cares
even though its been empty a while
i still remember the smell of its air.

so maybe i need to find the one
the one inside my head thats so fun
find myself, that is so lost,
someone just send me directions.

but once someone notices i'm confused
notices i've been looking abused
finally sees the red in my eyes
she tells me i've got to choose.

i have to choose between living in an empty room
this place thats just a silent tomb
or i can make this great long trek,
to this place where i'm told i can bloom.

So which sounds better, i wonder quietly,
always thinking inside my tomb silently,
should i live on in my desolate hell?
or should i give this searching thing a chance on me?




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