~*BlackDove*~

A Tarnished and Broken Soul
2002-11-01 02:45:43 (UTC)

AnOtHeR FuCkInG dAy...

well...today was...ummm...typical, there were the good
points and the bad, the sad and the happy...and it yet
agian...was just another fucking day...nothing more,
nothing less. I havent talked to my brother yet...and i
havent talked to mike yet, so i'm sad. I think this
sunday i might be able to go to my brothers place and help
him with his computer...which i've been wanting to do:D
but anyway...oh ya...tonight was All Hallows Eve...my
favorite night of the year!!!*grins*i went trick or
treating with my friend molly, and when i got home a
little while ago my mom told me that some guy came to the
door and asked if i was here or not...which really kind of
scares me. Because i have no clue who it could be...no
clue at all...except for Joey...Joey is the guy who keeps
asking me out day after day...and i keep saying no...but
he's not getting the point. He thinks its sick that i
love mike. mike tells me to go out with other guys because
he doesnt care, because he's not here and we're
technically not "going out" so that means i can date
whoever i want. And really in truth i like the guy that
my friends made me dump...Justin, no i'm not boy crazy, it
just really seems like that*gets up and goes to take her
medicine*i hate that anti-depressent shit...anywho...so i
like him and i just found out today that he doesnt hate
me...which i guess is good*grins*but anyway...today was
alright in the whole "scheme of things"sooo umm yep. I
suppose thats good, and i still cant decide if i want to
tell people like my friends...or my brother and sisters
about this sight, cause i dont know if i want them to read
my diary...or this...considering that since your reading
it its public. Not that i believe that many people will
read it cause i have a boring life anyway. And i talk
about guys too much. Which now i have to go off and be a
good girl for my yelling father and go do my homework,
because i'm a horrid child and dont usually do my
homework*grins*does it look like i care? Well thats all
for now then...till later...

~*BlackDove*~




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