Traded your worth for these scars...
2001-08-10 04:12:54 (UTC)


Hi! Well, I must say, reading Tess's entries on this online
diary have definitely got me interesting in doing one for
myself, so...I suppose that's what I'm doing right now:)
haha I don't know how good I am going to be at this cause,
as I was just discussing with Mindy, I'm sometimes not very
good at puttin my thoughts and feelings into words.
Sometimes my tongue gets tied and I just can't think of how
to put things so that they sound...umm...not confusing?
haha..see, I told you I'm bad at this! But, hopefully this
will be good for me. I hope that it helps me to not only
better myself at expressing my feelings, but also to maybe
give others out there something to relate to. I know there
are people out there who are feeling and thinking the same
things as me, and maybe, by some chance someone will read
these entries of mine and think "Hey, I've done that
before" or "Man, I do the same thigns all the time" I know
Tess's diary has really helped me out a lot. Like I've told
her many times, we act very much the same when it comes to
certain things and we also seem to be learning the same
lessons at the same times, so therefore by her expressing
her newly found life lessons...I am able to relate and
therefore change myself a bit. Make sense? I realize to
some it probably doens't make sense, but like I
said...there's someone out there who knows how I feel. But
even still, I have to say I mainly hope that this diary
helps me to learn more about myself, and maybe take a step
back and look at myself and maybe see the way others
perceive me, maybe then I'll be able to make the steps that
I need to take to change...to see who Tarah really is....