unfinished clay

sin factory refurbished
2002-10-31 03:24:02 (UTC)

Hmmm...

well this is my first entry (duh) ...

I'm a guy so we typically dont communicate well..
I'd like to think that I communicate better in the written word as
opposed to the spoken one. I like poetry because it gives me a way
to communicate and share in a way I cant seem to do when talking..

Its wednesday night and I have to get up at 6:30 am tommorow to goto
work... but I wanted to do this and a friend said I should.. she
uses anotherone but i cant make it work for me.. so yeah...

I would feel better if i give a little information here since if
someone chooses to read mine, it might help to understand a few
things...

I'm 28, divorced, and kind of restarting my life...
I work at the local Wal-Mart and i hate that.. because before i
relocated i was making 15/hour in my trade.. and because the job
market where I live now erally sucks then I had to find something
that would help pay the bills.. also on top of that, to make me a
total loser I live with my parents agian.. (sigh)

its enough to make a pridefull man cry... and has.. I just cant help
but feeling like a complete loser... anyway.. I am planning on going
to further my education but since I have to pay out of state fee's I
cant afford it untill January... so now I wait...

Today was like alot of days.. went to work, got yelled at for doing
a great job... and left early cause I'm sick of certian people and
certian situations... If they fire me were both better off....

I did a job search eysterday and in the whole state theres 1 job
that I qualify for... and its like the other side of the state..
figures...

came home...went to the computer and neither of my 2 online friends
were on.. bummer.. played Shogun Total War for like 1.5 hours.. then
rechecked online status of my social life.. nada... played more
games.. then they come on... she had to leave pretty quick to goto
church, then He came on.. and he wassuposed to be back on but that
was like 7:45 and its 10:41... whatever.. so then she came back from
church all excited, and It was really good to see her spirits up..
cause lately it seems theres been a storm clioud over her head and
everything was raining on her parade.. so I was happy that things
were looking up for her...thats when i started the search for a
working online diary, cause I had read hers a few times and found
myself saying that might be nice... so here I am babbling..but
thats what diaries are for eh?

the end..





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