GoGoKimmi

~*ThEsE pUnK sPiKeS*~
2002-10-30 17:14:24 (UTC)

I Told My Mommy You Pulled My Pigtail

okay so i posted 3 times today,well i'm sorry i'm fucking
bored shitless well anyway..
wen i went to do my shittie lil 15min paperround something
happened that scared me =/
i brought my weekly magazine,payed and went to fill my
paperbag with the papers,once i finished i was just about
to get up wen i noticed some women standin by me,i looked
up and packet my magazine while she sed
"You I Too Pretty For Thiz Job"
i smiled as she moved bak,i stood up with the smile still
on my face then she sed "yeah,you are arent you?"
i just smiled and put my paper bag on and walked ot the
shop.
all the way on my paper round i was thinking about what she
sed...only a few people since i been living here have sed
that. i remember one mornin i walked into the kitchen and
my dad sed "You shud b a model" i pretended to ignore him.
but its never fallen out of my mind,i knew he ment that i
had a body,well i'm skinny,my legs r 2 long for me but the
face and the size 9 feet....well um yeah...=/.Today its
hard to define the word Beautiful. people who think they're
pretty r normally know as big heads and people who think
der mingas r known as shy.I always placed myself in the
lost and found cat. i dont know what i am,i only eva had a
few comments to my face about me being pretty..and yet i
didnt believe it.it made me think.
In this world what do we think is Beautiful?
to me..Blondes with big blue eyes, perfect white teeth and
boobs the size of Canada...u know the kind of beauty that
men porn comes across time and time.
ah well,life goes on with so many questions to answer..


~*PuNk SpIkEs*~




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