fairie queen

fairie tale
2002-10-30 16:53:02 (UTC)

why do i do this to myself

well i went over there,
i waited 2 hours for him,
but before i did that i drovearound
to places where he usually goes
i couldn't find him
then i just waited
outside of his apartments...
2 hours later,
he shows
claiming he went to Denny's
Denny's was closed though
how wierd for a 24 hour place to be closed
but it was
probably for the first time
but then he said he went to Carls Jr.
dont they close at 11?
anyways he saw me
and the first thing he said to me
"What are you doing here?"
"You cant keep doing this to yourself"
then he said that he was sleepy so he went in
and suggested i dont just stare at the street
like thats not what i have been doing the past 2 hours
i am so mad
i want to cry
i cry a little
but then im strong again
i stare at the steet
15 minutes go by
thinking why do i keep doing this to myself?
why do i keep doing this to myself




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