fairie queen

fairie tale
2002-10-30 06:53:18 (UTC)

Why are men like shit

im horrible in the first place.
i have his password for his email account
i check them all of the time
but why would he subscribe?
im just so paranoid
but i havent found anything until today
i found that he subscribed to match.com
why would he subscribe there?
what should i do?
im so upset
i love him
and i hate the bastard
why whould he subscribe?
you see match.com is a website that looks for singles
for you
but i dont get why he would do this to me
am i not good enough
am i not skinny enough
am i too pushy
and to angry all of the time
i dont deserve this
this is shit
but he doesnt deserve me looking through his personal stuff
but why would he subscribe?
i dont know what to do
i feel like driving over there
letting him have a piece of my mind
i dont know what to do
if i did tell him
he would know i have the password
would he trust me?
do i trust him?
i think that he is the one for me
but what exactly is the one
is there only one?
who knows
all i know is that right now i feel like
men are shit
why would he do this to me
why
why
he knows my past
what should i do?
im going to go over there.....




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