generic33

Documentary Of Me
2002-10-30 00:27:55 (UTC)

a lesson

God when does this end? all of this? ever? I want to live
to enjoy what lays ahead, to serve. one thing i have
learned is that serving is a beautiful thing. how do I
serve here? no one seems too interested in bettering their
walk, maybe me included. its a selfish trip. its a selfish
life. get up, do stuff for my betterment, then see things
for my betterment. maybe i should jsut go home. but to
what? what is at home? nothing. i have nothing to go back
to, and it is the worst feeling ever. Is this what it is to
live? I just want to play music and tell people...why
though, i say im a believer but im in such a dark place. do
i want that for others? a darkness. im so lost, just
floating through. but at least i have black hair.

Silence




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