FenniganFurie

A Life of Me, A New Beginning
2002-10-29 22:08:14 (UTC)

Every book has to have a beginning

Hmmm.....

First off, welcome to my journal. It's name is
Samuel. It told me it wants that name. FYI.

Most of what I will be writting in here will be non-
chalant, writing when Im bored, maybe even some poetry.
Im a supposidly "very deep" person, as some claim, so u
might be enlightened every once in a while with a deep
thought from my soul....or something like that.

For the record, I am a 17 yr old guy from
Pennsylvania, a Christian, and quiet at times. Im smart
in my belief, but my grades would not be evident of that.
I speak english (obviously), a little japanese, a little
more spanish, and even more german.

Ok, who cares about that stuff. I try not to lie, but
I find it hard to explain my true reasons for things that
I do. I guess you could say Im writting in here to deal
with the stress that I've been having lately, with my new
found relationship with Jesus Christ.

You see, Ive given my life to God before, but always
afterwards at some time felt I've broken the promise, and
rejected it. Denied it. I guess you can say I had never
had never really known God.

Sure, I new bible stories, I knew many of the
scriptures. But knowing isnt enough. Until I had God
truely come to me, I never gave it too much thought.

As I would like to tell you about now.

It was about...9 days ago, at night. I had been
thinking about the sleepover I had just gone to with the
local MYF (Mennonite Youth Fellowship...I think), things
like my relationship with God, my relationship with
family, my relationship with life.

And it came. Or, you could say Jesus came. I use the
word Jesus so you can understand that I'm not meaning God
from any Muslim or Hindu or something religion. No, I
mean Jesus Christ. Into my room, into my.....soul. It
was an.....you cant describe it. Ive used the
word "Insane" for it lately. Its was so wonderful,...

oh, crap, time for work~




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