kahlie

no words here
2002-10-29 09:25:23 (UTC)

29/10/02

i really think i hate him, i was actually doing ok
tonight, until he walked in. i just wanted to run to my
room as fast as i could and start cutting. but i couldnt,
i am becoming too obvious, i have to be inconspicuous.
noone here cares about me, so there is no need for them to
know what is really going on with me.

i have an appointment with rose on thursday, im not really
looking forward to it, actually im going to be really
weary of what i actually tell her. Dr Palmer had a really
concerned look on his face when he told me he wanted me to
see her, it was deep and it shook me, i want to know what
he is thinking, hell, i want to know what i am thinking.

i cant get past this desire. it is so fucking strong.

~kb




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