Northern Belle

This Belle's Life
2001-08-09 04:39:38 (UTC)

TRUST

THINGS TO DO:

Cont helping out at SFC (my chruch) and at the library.
Become a better student, friend and Christian.
Be nicer, become more fit and neat and together.
Get Derek to go out with me.
Start running at least 3 times a week for the 10k.
START living totally for God and living everyday to the
fullest.

PROBLEMS TO TRY TO FIX:

Ok so i guess i have a wall that most guys have to get
though until i let me see the real me. it might sound
cliche but its true. Most guys might not see it but its
there. I wont let guys know if i had a fight with my mum
or dad or my sister. i wont let them get to know family
issues like stuff i might tell my best friend. maybe i just
cant trust guys but nothing has happened to make me
that way. i dunno why but like when my aunt got a
divcorce i cried nitely and my best bud was there for
me. but i hardly told my bf about it. I also dont like guys
to see me w/o doing my hair/makeup like when i wake
up in the moring. i hate being this way . all my buds
have REALLY clos guy pals that they tell everything to
but i dont have one and i am VERY jealous. i need to
learn how to TRUST a guy.




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