MaryGrace0202

MaryRants
2002-10-28 23:28:46 (UTC)

First Entry, nothing specific

Ok, so I've never really kept a diary before, I just
thought it would be fun because my good friend Amy has
hers online and it really seems to help her out. I mean,
I don't have any real issues to work out, but I think its
always good to vent, ya know. This being public and all,
I don't think I'll put anything TOO personal, but you
never know because I have a tendancy to rant (but you
wouldn't have guessed that by now). Um, I think I'll do a
quote for the day, or at least a "quote for the entry".
Here is today's:

When I'm with you
I don't wanna hear words that don't mean anything to me
I don't love you
I will never say the words that don't mean anything to me
~"I love you not" by Homegrown

This is how I feel about all my romantic relationships. I
mean, if I don't feel it, I'm not gonna say it. I've been
having real trouble lately being attracted to people who
are completely wrong for me. I mean, I'm not the good
girl wanting bad boys, but I've just been attracted to
boys who have completely opposite beliefs/viewpoints than
me, or boys who just want me for my body. That sucks and
I'm not going to subject myself to that. I will just wait
it out, wait until I find someone who will be good for
me. I don't think that's too much to ask, I'm just not a
big fan of Mr. Rightnow, ya know? I tried that shit with
thte last one I had and it turned out REALLY bad.

Anyway, I really should be doing stuff for classes right
now, but that's no fun. I just spent like, an hour trying
to figure out how to delete playlists (procrastinating)
before I finally asked for help from a more computer savvy
friend. When he came over, it took him like, 2 minutes.
I felt like an ass. I really should become more aquainted
with my friend the computer. I mean, I spend a good part
of my day on it either doing hw, or on AIM. Whatever...
Yeah, this has been like, the least interesting thing I've
ever written, ever, so I'll ttyl. I'm sure these entries
will get more specific as I get better at this, so don't
give up on me yet! Anyway, God bless!

Mary




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