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My confused world
2002-10-28 02:31:35 (UTC)

last night's Homecoming dance

Yesturday I had so much fun. I went to homecomin w/ Jessica
and we met up w/ Gonzo and Kit-Kat. I don't remember if I
told her or not b/c I was rollin balls but she looked very
pretty last night. Her hair was all done and she had roses
in it. Matched her red dress. I didn't dance. Why? I really
have no clue. Usually I'm in the mood to dance. This is the
1st one I didn't have a date though. Maybe that's why. I
dunno. But I had fun. Just brushing up against people felt
good. Everything really hehe. We walked all over the place
just buggin ppl about their dancing but hey we actually
locked arms for once. IT was also tons of fun taking the
balloons and inhalin them and then sayin stuff in peoples'
ears. Me and her cleared the place of balloons. We did most
of them. I also moshed w/ Trisha.It was fun. And for once,
Gonzo didn't look jelous. Dunno if that's good or bad or
maybe I just thought it. Then we left from that early and
went to Shannon's house. I thought I was fallin off the
beans(I had 2) but when I went to Josh's house I shot back
up. Maybe it's b/c I wasn't doin that much there. I still
had fun though. Maybe we'll actually hang out more often.
I dunno. OMGosh! I went to Josh's house and Lindsay was
really drunk...she was actin really weird. She came up all
spazin out and tellin me how she missed me. She kept askin
the whole night how I was doing. Then she said she missed
me and that coming home from Halloween Horror Night she
couldn't stop thinkin bout me and that she thinks she likes
me more than just friends now. That kinda scared me. She
said she didn't want to get in the way of Tessie though and
if I like her then it's ok. She also freaked out when I said
"ur so cute" she was like awww u think I"m cute that's cool
u think I'm cute do u really I was just like I guess. I
didn't mean it in the way she thought. I just thought the
way she was acting was cute. DUH! I really don't think
anything would ever happen w/ me and her. Me and Tessie
maybe. Her,no. I focus on one girl and once that one girl
catches my eye and attracts me it's hard to break my
contact. and someone has done that at the moment. Last
night I so wanted to just kiss her but I didn't know how
she would react or if she wanted me to. I should of risked
it I know but I couldn't. There may be a time. She was just
so gorgeous last night. Well, she's pretty period. but that
isn't the point. I just wanted to show how I felt. Show her
I like her too. She'll find out eventually. Well,I'm gonna
go...




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