jessica ryan

venting machine
2002-10-27 22:15:37 (UTC)

my excuses

i get so disgusted of myself sometimes, it's crazy. i am
sick right now with a cold and i am using it as an excuse
not to do my homework. if i was well i would say that i
was tired or that the appartment is messy so i need to
clean instead. i don't know why i hate homework so much.
i love to learn things but i can't stand homework. even
though i hate it i should still get it done. i hate all
the excuses i make for myslef. if i put as much effort
into my homework as i did in making escuses i would be
ahead of schedule. that's so lame! i need discipline and
lots of it. if i can't pull myself to do homework how am i
ever going to get the bigger things in life done? how am i
to minister to people? how am i to serve? how am i to
love? to be patient? to obey my husband? to care for
children? to witness? to glorify God? grrrrr! i need to
just do it already! what am i going to loose? a little
sleep?

to be continued....




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