No Matter How Hard I Try...
2002-10-27 20:24:57 (UTC)

feelings spilled

I am stupid and my feelings suck so so so bad. I don't know
why I still care. I have no reason to and I shouldn't. It
will take a lot for me to let go. I don't know why. I'm so
stupid. This is all so stupid. I wish people would just be
honest and stick to what they say and not come up with
BULLSHIT excuses. That's all it is...pure bullshit.
Everything. All of it. I still care, a lot. I have no
reason to. I am treated like shit by this person and this
person has done nothing but hurt me. But I still
care...why? I don't know. I have no idea. But I do. And it
sucks, and it's stupid as hell.