Helios

Nothing
2002-10-27 18:19:37 (UTC)

Why am I here?

I promised myself I would never again submit the world to
my purile ramblings on the internet. Ach well.

I feel unhappy. I have a boyfriend I love dearly, but I
feel he has no time for me. I have no doubt he loves me.
But there always seems to be work, or family, or computer
games, or university or something else filling up his time.
THe time he has for me is NOT ENOUGH!

This isn't a "he has no time! he must make time!" rant. I
genuinely think he has no time for me, and I don't like it.
So, what to do? Continue in a relationship that makes me
very happy for one or two days a week, or give up and move
on. Feels like either way I lose.

It's not even as if there is anything that could give way
and make time. So if I complain, then I'm always nagging
and just being unreasonable. It's only ever a problem if he
wants to talk about it. This annoys me too actually. I feel
we only communicate on his terms.

I've had a bad day and i guess it'll all be alright
tomorrow.




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