Megan

Everything Happens For A Reason..
2002-10-27 17:04:42 (UTC)

Dances only bring pain...

Yesterday brought pain..
Yesterday I went to my grandma and grandpas house to do our
traditional carving pumpkins and such. After that I went
home and got ready for the dance. I've waited weeks and
counted down the days for the dance. At 4:30 Me Brindy Shay
and Chris went and got pop. Then we picked up Dan. (Joe
came late because he didn't know what to wear) Then we went
to Brindys house and ordered pizza and watched Fast And The
Furiuose. When the pizza arrived, me and Brindy were
opening up pop. I opened up the Rootbeer and with my luck-
it exploded on me. I ran around the kitchen screaming and
keeping my words clean. Rootbeer was all over my WHITE
blouse and over my skirt. I went with Shay to go change. It
sucked. I couldn't believe that it happened. Just as I
thought things couldn't go wrong.....
When we showed up to the dance, we went to go get pictures
done. As I waited in line with my group, Dan kept
disappearing. I barely even saw him. He was constantly
finding new people to talk to. I never knew where he was.
After the pictures, we went to the big gym for the dance.
Once we entered the gym, Dan split. I think that I only saw
him like 5 minutes the first 25-30 min of the dance. I was
so mad. The least that he could have done is taken me with
him when he went to talk with his friends. I mean, hello I
was his date. Lets show some courtesy. When a slow song
came, and he finally showed up, he asked if I was mad at
him. I told him that I was frusterated that he kept
disappearing and to just take me with him. After that, he
actually stayed around-for the most part. I did have fun
the times that we did dance. I kept getting a strange
feeling and couldn't figure it out. Things seemed so blury.
So while Dan was yet again talking to somebody across the
gym, I pulled my friend aside and asked a question that I
didn't want to hear the answer-Does Dan have a girlfriend?
As I looked into my friends eyes, I could tell that he
didn't want to tell me. It hit me..yes he did. He told me
who it was and that they hooked up a week ago. I've never
felt so much pain. I wanted to cry. I tried to keep it in
the best I could. Though I did get teary eyed at times. I
couldn't believe it. My crush had a girlfriend, my date to
the dance that I've been waiting weeks for had a
girlfriend. I was so mad that he didn't tell me before
hand. If he would have just been honest with me week or two
ago, I could have easily asked somebody else. I even knew
who I would have asked. Things started to make sense. Why
it was kinda wierd at dinner, why he wasn't hanging around
me at the dance, etc. Was he disappearing to his girlfriend
during the dance? Did he not want to be seen with me? I was
so upset with the whole ordeal. I wanted to leave so
incredibly bad. So in conclusion...Dances only bring pain.
OH, thanks to all my friends that were there for me and for
trying to keep my spirits up. Thanks.




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