Mrreasneos

invisiblealbino
2002-10-27 07:47:45 (UTC)

gone

my entire saturday, gone. friday was GREAT!! i got to see
lu! and i was so happy, you have no idea. i met her at
redwood talking to this cool drummer guy... man!! iF only i
had gone to redwood, i would have known all these cool
people... bah! no use crying over spilt milk. BAck to
business. we went to town cause lu was really hungry and
tired. i was hungry too but i always am. she rEEAly needed
food and sleep. i think she's a lot better now, after all
the sleep she got and the chocolate... =)

we watched clerks... one of my FAVs. i think it's so great
that lu has the same sense of humor that i do. we both
watch zim and spongebob and we both like clerks and
zoolander.

owen, her brother, is REALLY cool. he's so cute... i never
got a little kid to be friends with. i was always tagging
along, it's fun to have a little person to be your friend.
Mel/kyle/lu's sister is fun too. she's got a sense of humor
too and she's quite fun. blah... if only MY family were
that great. i would marry her... hahah i'd be WAYYYY to
afraid to ask her... JEEZ, nuf thinkin bout the MUCH MUCH
future, if she doesn't dump me before then. i broke a cup
of water at her house on friday!! ACK!! i feel SOO HORRIBLE
her parents must hate me now. haha her mom gave me a nice,
big, plastic cup after that.

after the movie on friday we were both pretty tired. i knew
she hadn't got enough sleep. i REALLY wanted to stay.
bottom of my heart, cub scout truth. but... i told her that
for her sake, maybe i should leave. i didn't want to hurt
her feelings... i REALLY regret saying it. anyway, after
the movie she got all ready for bed... OH. MY. GOD. she
looked heavenly. i'm not even joking. i wanted to propose
to her when i saw her. she was standing there in that big
tshirt and little shorts, with these adorable little
glasses on. she looked at me and my heart turned to mush. i
miss her!! ARRGH!! i love her. i really do. i know she's
been hurt. i feel like doing unspeekable things to the
people that hurt her that way. she doesn't deserve that...
she should be treated like a queen. it makes me sick to
think that anyone could treat her so badly. i want to make
it better. i want to help her to understand that not all
guys are ass holes. "not everyone is that fucked up and
cold"




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