LoveGod

Different Worlds
2002-10-25 23:13:11 (UTC)

I'm so weird!

Like that's a revelation. I go through times when I feel
like I'm watching my life and writing about it rather than
living it. I just caught myself thinking "that was a wry
smile". It's like I have this totally separate inner
monologue running. Oh well. I was in a good mood today,
even though it was really dreary. I had to weigh out
resins and amino acids for a big peptide run. That's
always pretty tedious, but the scale was being wacky
today. It was taking forever to tare. Oh well. I should
be studying orgo, but I'm not in the mood. My lab report
got pushed back to Friday, so I'm not stressing over it
yet. If it comes right down to it, I can get up and write
it Friday morning. Joyce emailed me and invited me to a
girls night out thing with the girls from Intown. I don't
know why, but it just felt weird. I wonder if Jon had
anything to do with that... Oh well. I'm certain that's
not where God wants me to go to church, even though the
services are amazing. I'm considering going with Angela
this week. I'd know a lot of people there, but I think it
would be weird. I'm considering going back to Glenn. I
just don't know. We'll pray about that. Until then, I
think I'm going to spend the rest of the evening reading
Harry Potter and spend the rest of the weekend studying
chem. Even if I don't study Sunday, that still gives me
two full days and whatever I can cram in on Tuesday to
study. Of course that's not enough time...what am I
thinking?!?!?!? Oh well...that's orgo. Actually, I don't
think this test will be that hard if I just sit down and
learn the reagents and the characteristics of the different
reactions. I mean, it really isn't that complicated.
There's only 5 different reactions, and not too many
reagents. The only thing that's sort of wacky to me is
using tosulate on alcohols. That confuses me. Anyway, I
think it's time to relax. Oh happy day!




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